I feel like I put forth too much effort into friendships...

Now that ive been thinking about it ive realized that i have changed a lot this summer. i dont latch on to my friends anymore, which is a good thing. i have neglected a lot of my old friends in the process, which makes me feel like shit. Ally, i definetly never meant to. the littlest things are just getting on my nerves more, i have a low tolerance ( Read more... )

sunday was my birthday. i am now officially 18! hmm other then my birthday nothing much has happened. oh, i ran over a squirrel today, it was the saddest thing ever.. then i drove by to see what it looked like.. it was bad. ha poor mr. squirrel :(

school so far hasnt been that bad. im actually looking forward to it this year... o yeh... and being a senior!! :) my last year in the hell of Clover hill. my schedule is pretty good ( Read more... )

nothing makes me happy anymore...

I had a rather interesting night last night. I worked until close, walked out with only 15 dollars which sucked, then me, Alicia, and Lisa T met up with David and Tom and a few other boys and went to Fridays. After we were through eating Tom drove me back to Ihop to get my car then we went up to WaWa to meet the others. We ended up going right back ( Read more... )

I've had a good couple of days this week, the last part of this summer has been the best. I'm going to miss so many things about this summer ( Read more... )

Well I've decided that since we have about 4 weeks of summer left, not even sure if its that many that I probably should get started on my AP summer homework thats due the day we go back to school. I've been putting it off since summer started simply because I dont feel like building a chair and making a shoe, its stupid. Well I havent done much ( Read more... )

I cant take anything anymore... nothings going right... i just want to disappear...

I suppose its time for my monthly update.. I dont really feel like typing everything that I have been doing out, because its so much let me tell you, so I'm just going to bullet ( Read more... )