My life is wonderful right now. Not perfect. But damn near it. Ive had to work so hard for everything I have now, and I am proud and extremely grateful knowing that I did all on my own. I had no outside resources, or hell, not even inside resources like my parents to help me along the way. (they gave me zilch) Not everyone has what it takes to ( Read more... )

I will be in the Special Drags and Doll's Christmas show on December 21st. In case you dont know, Drags and Dolls is a monthly Burlesque/ Drag Revue. My two favorite things. Its gonna be amazing. I will be performing burlesque. Im too excited to comprehend right now. Here is the info on their myspace:

Drags and Dolls is a monthly burlesque and drag ( Read more... )

I got 2 out of 3 problematic wisdom teeth removed. It sucks BAD. I honestly thought I'd be able to go in to work the next day on tuesday, boy was I wrong. I took the week off. Thank god for my job being so liberal and understanding. My face is so fucking swollen i dont even look like myself. I hate it. The one good thing is I cant eat so I've lost ( Read more... )

She found me captivating.

Yesterday was my birthday. I turned 20. I thought my birthday was going to be uneventful and sad but I was very wrong ( Read more... )

"Put me in a see through coffin 
Stuff me up up with mink stole stuffing 
Put me in a crystal casket 
Before they mix diamonds into my ashes 
Dance around my body
Just cuz im dead don't kill the party!"
-SPW

You are cordially invited to Bianca's Going Out Bash!!! :-D

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My letter from the MRI diagnostic center came and I scheduled an appt for monday afternoon.

and a glimmer of light shines into the abyss.

Hopefully I will get some sort of answer and relief and proper treatment or a cure or whatever, and not just stupid pain relievers.

End note - I apologize in advance for the emo-ness.

Right now I am sitting at work, at my desk trying to hide from my co-workers the fact that I am suffering right now ( Read more... )

So, I am feeling a bit more lively ( Read more... )

I came out the shower and my room door is locked shut.

I cant go anywhere because:

A) The key is in my room, thats locked shut.

B) Amanda has my spare key and she is out, and has NO PHONE.

C) my money is in my room, thats locked shut.

D) My clothes are in my room, thats locked shut.

SO, IM SITTING HERE WRAPPED IN A TOWEL, WITH NO KEY, NO SPARE KEY, NO ( Read more... )