me + ryan haven't been on the best terms..

i have been frustrated about all of our situation..and he has been depressed..so not a good combination. today we kept talking..well, he did. i didn't know what to say..i told him things have changed..and he thought that meant my feelings or something..and that is not what i meant..but it got me thinking ( Read more... )

[Significant Other's...]
Name: Ryan Andrew Davis
Age: 18
Where they live: Live in Washington but attending college in Utah
Height: 6'0''
Eye Color: beautiful brown

[Stats...]
When you first met: i first knew 'of' him in september '01 but we first talked in like..february '02
How long you have been going out: 5 months today <3 since March 17th, ( Read more... )

hey, anyone have an extra Lj code i could have?? i know someone who wants to start up on this thing..and i just gave my last one out...so, please..if you have one..can i have it?? hehe ( Read more... )

AHHH!! please...any GiVeN person wanna buy me a paid account??? PLeaSe!! they just ToOK it away from me today :(:( and i have two NeW icons...OnE MadE bY CheLseY and aNothEr bY sOmeoNe in pop_icons...i will send ya a postcard <3 or whatnot!! or even SEND you the 5 bucks!!! PLEASE i dont have any cards...and my mom wont let me BY them *hehe* PLEASE ( Read more... )

oh my gosh. breath meagan breath.

the only way i would get to have my baby as my date to homecoming would be to have it after his soccer season. but that was highly unlikely because usually homecoming is around the second or third week in october and ryan's last soccer game is the 20th of october...

well, guess what?

homecoming is october 26th! ( Read more... )

i got 2 shots today at my physical. damnit.

day 3 of ryan being gone. i miss him so much.

im going boating today on my friend's boat.

im in love with this song ~> 'strawberry wine' by deana carter. you should all download it. it is very cute <3

bye. so long. ill miss you too :)

love, meagan

ryan is gone.


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sorry for no updates lately..but rest easy cuz i will be posting like a mad woman starting sunday :) i will become my regular computer-geek self once again..heh ( Read more... )

i know a good way to loose friends..
..dont update your journal..

gosh! im SO sorry everyone..im SO sorry i haven't updated..there is so much to say, but it is just hard for words right now..im sorry ( Read more... )

i cant stop crying for you ( Read more... )