Comments | bluedairyqueen: It's Been A While

bluedairyqueen

It's Been A While

Mar 19, 2005 13:46

That song is in my head, yes yes.

I haven't written in a tiny bit, I see. I've been searching for scholarships like mad and have found a bundle to worry about for now.

I'm sick of being told that I can't do something...

Of all people, I thought you'd support me on my summer decision, not make me feel like I'm wrong. You know me ( Read more... )

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anonymous March 19 2005, 20:56:48 UTC

dont be like that... do you have any idea how fucking hard it is to know that your best friend will be gone all fucking summer? huh? do you have any clue? dont get pissed at me for wanting to spend a lil time with someone i care so much about and that im gonna have to say goodbye to in just a few short months, and prolly not talk to much after that if even at all....

... besides... you'll get on the Program Staff... so dont even worry about it...

bluedairyqueen March 20 2005, 02:18:52 UTC

i never said it wouldnt be hard. you act as if i couldnt care less about the time ill be away from you. you act as if you're the only one who will be missing someone. you act as if i dont care about you that much. and dont you DARE think about saying goodbye to me. it will NEVER be goodbye. no matter how many stupid fights we get in and no matter how long they last, you listen to me and you listen good: we will never ever EVER say goodbye.

anonymous March 20 2005, 16:05:54 UTC

you are so happy to be working at camp berea, and getting to spend time with everyone there, and get a scholarship, and be washing dishes... you never once acted like you cared about anyone here... all you said was that you had to tell me something that i wasnt gonna like... and that you'd be gone all summer... thats all you said... and now you get mad at me cuz i act like i dont support you going to work there... its not that i dont support you... i dont really care where you work... i just wish it wasnt so fricken far away... but i know you want to see people there...

im not arguing on here anymore so if you have something to say... find another place to say it...

and i wont see you monday cuz there is no school...

raynesstuff March 20 2005, 01:43:15 UTC

Ree Ree... I'm so very proud of you for everything! I love you, and, I miss you. I think that I will be going up to Conway in a couple of weeks to visit, not making any promises yet, because I hafta see what's going on then... but, I'm gonna try to, ok. I'll talk to you later! Love yous!
The one and only Ray Ray!!!!