I'm not going to be doing much today... Hoping to catch either Crash or Dustin online later, but that's pretty much the extent...  I wanted to do something with Goonie today, but she's working and then going out to eat with her parents, so that's a no... If I remembered Sarah Heath's number, I'd call her up and we'd go terrorize the citizens ( Read more... )

     This is my second snowday in a row home from school and I think I'm getting a bit lazy... It's sad when 9 AM is too early to get off of my butt and do something... *sigh*

I'm prolly going out to do something with Goonie later for her birthday, maybe a movie in Conway... Gotta give her her present... Grawr...

I think this is the first ( Read more... )

Somewhere there's a stolen halo ( Read more... )

     Well, I started the day with no sleep and no food since lunch yesterday... I cried most of the morning because things with David are different than I thought... He's staying away from me for a bit, which I understand, but it's still hard.

Dan S., Goonie, and a buncha other ppls helped to calm me down and cheer me up, though... And James ( Read more... )

It's looking like this friends thing between David and myself is going to work. We talked about some things last night that we wouldn't have been able to talk about had we still been going out... We really kinda calmed each other down and helped each other out... The first 30 minutes of the convo was bad... me trying to MAKE him understand all of ( Read more... )

Yes, I did break-up with David… I don’t care what you hear about it or what you think about it because it was something I needed to do. That doesn’t mean I wanted to do it and that doesn’t mean things are any easier. No, I don’t hate David. He’s a great guy. I just believe that we both have a lot of things we need to learn before we can get into ( Read more... )

Pray for me for courage tonight... I'm going to do something that's going to hurt me and another person, but in the end, it's what is best for me, and I'm going to have to leave things in God's hands... I'll explain more later, just know this is terribly hard to do because of what I may be losing...

I need Liz, Ray, Goonie, Dusty, and Crash ( Read more... )

It's weird how this works...

You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you

You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

Once again I state, I try to explain but people get mad or don't understand... If you really want to know, please, just hold back whatever anger or confusion you have until I finish... Don't make me feel so terrible for wanting to do something... And there was more to the story that involved you... Call me later... You know who u r.

I have something that I can't talk about with anyone... Something that I refuse to talk about with anyone... There's only one person who listens and did listen when I needed her to and she didn't judge me... I'm sorry to all of my friends, because I know my saying this is going to make you wonder what's going on inside of me... I just can't tell ( Read more... )