I took Marcy's advice and I went out and bought some acrylic paints and just painted away......by the end of my little painting session I had three paintings......which honestly I don't think are that bad. Granted I am no Marcy but I think they are pretty alright myself. I think I am also going to go and get a stool from the Salvation Army and ( Read more... )

Last night I got a call from Mike and we talked for like a half an hour. He had left for Pittsburg last wednesday which would explain why I didn't hear from him all week. Things seem to fine in that area with us. We are supposed to hangout sometime today which would be so nice. I really honestly miss the guy. I am super happy when I am around ( Read more... )

I decided to do something productive with my life and time this summer..........I am going to learn sign language. Well at least the alphabet so I can communicate with one of the girls at the center who is deaf. So I printed off the alphabet and am determined to learn it. I always feel bad because I really don't know what she is all saying that ( Read more... )

Maybe I expect to much of people to soon. People have other obligations and other things that they are tied up with but I honestly dont' think a phone call to let them know that you are still alive is to much to ask for. I know that things take time to develop which all includes a lot of work but still. I just don't understand why its so hard ( Read more... )

I need a cigarette, so bad right now......but I am out........and I don't want to go to the store!!!!

I MISS MIKE SO MUCH!!!!! I wish he didn't have to go to Pittsburg this weekend :'(

Today has been kinda a down day for me. I was queit all day which is usually very unnormal but for once it was good to just be quiet. After work I came home washed my face and went to Rite Aid to talk to the pharmacist about my new perscription and to pick up the rest of my meds. I also went tanning and bought some more minutes and today I went ( Read more... )

So yesterday at work I cut the hell out of my finger on a knife. It hurt and bled like a bitch. Picked up a few groceries since I was there and really had no desire to go to Meijer....I just wanted to go home. Later that night I talked to Marcy and then Niki and her friends Matt and Jeffery came over. So we hung out on the porch and Nick came ( Read more... )

I am so glad that I have wonderful neighbors. Nick is gay so I have all the love and support one could ever want and Dominic is gorgeous and straight but still down to earth and cocky occassionally. They are both wonderful people and extremely loving and give great advice. It's honestly good to get a guys perspective on things, especially when I ( Read more... )

So my weekend started Thursday night. Went home from work early that day since I wasn't feeling well.......got my hair highlighted and then Sarah was here. We ended up making a lovely dinner and then Amy and Mark came up for the night. Ended up at Okelly's and we all got pretty well wasted. Ran into some people that I haven't seen in awhile ( Read more... )