I want a to start a new life...

[bluedaisy7]

This song always makes me cry at the drop of a hat. Makes me realize how wounded I am. How deep I'm pressing the knife down. I think it just really hits home because I wish so much I could do this right now

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[anonymous]

i`ve been through these ....hmmm.... life trends before, and live them still....its not getting out....its learning to live around them and make the best that you can of the days that they subside. Lonliness, happiness, worry, joy, anger....they are all phases. Nothing is permanent. They phase in and out all the time. I know, I live it and have since I was maybe 12. Somedays are hard and everything down to the air seems evil and against me, other days good things happen. Its that thing we call life. No words from others can heal whatever it is that pains you, sometimes even our own words fall flat, but change always begins from within. There will come a day when you realize you don't want to live life this way forever, and take that day and hold onto it until it begins to formulate a plan for you, a plan for the better future you see for yourself, then take a chance and start on it. Bad days will still come, but only when you have a goal to strive for, ambition to strive, and the will to mentally kick your demons in the nuts, will