aside from my addiction to house/techno and a few other things... i am still sticking to the notion that i indeed was a person who was a total rock head hippie who od'd in the early seventies... how you may wonder did i come to this ridiclious conclusion.. by the fact that listening to the doors and pink floyd puts me in an amazingly good mood.. ( Read more... )

so after another weekend of endless amounts of studying i had a nice break to hang out with my supposed now "boyfriend" its wierd.. i dont know... dont ask me questions.. cause i dont know what to call it besides nice... and fun and i am happy in short ( Read more... )

i cant stop thinking about getting a tattoo... but im such an impulse person that i would get sick of it i know i would.. and removing that shit is not cheap... i have the design and everything. ... well a few but one i really like... oh what to do what to do ( Read more... )

random thoughts since evidently i dont update enough... thanks you know who you are ( Read more... )

these past few days were really rejuvinating to my spirit... sometimes there are people that are put in your path and you really dont see why but you know they are there ultimately for good...there to help you.. i never figured that orly and i would be two people diverged in two seperate bodies... its really crazy... our tastes in things and our ( Read more... )

~i  thought hormones were supposed to help with pms food cravings... guess not... one minute i want baghali polo (that is the rice with the lima beans that is green) the next clam chowder (which pareesa refers to as one of my "american comfort foods") not to mention hagen daaz rasberry fat free sorbet omggg..... in other news ( Read more... )

i feel humiliated.. i feel like an utter failure and not any words my mom or friends or even he said  will help right now... so just spare me the bullshit ok people... and dont fucking go off telling me it will get better.. i am aware of that.. i am going to channel my energy as of tomorrow and turn it into positive things... but allow me one day ( Read more... )

just when the weather starts to get warm and the little shits are almost out of school something in the air starts to change... yeah its the start of summer but more importantly it has always had a slightly more meaningful significance for me... not all summers does the weather effect me like this... last summer nothing,, but this year i felt it ( Read more... )

IM DONE IM DONE IM DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! back to real life now... whooooooooooooo

thoughts on this morning ( Read more... )