uhhhhh... yeah ive been reading to many poems on Deviant art.  strange how vivid feelings from years past can come back ( Read more... )

-Lost Coast - Go there, for the sole purpose of it having the coolest name ever.
-falling in love at a coffee shop - Landon Pigg.  Jessi? why have i not heard of this song sooner?
-Hoping to go to a race in a couple weeks in Long Beach.  should be baller.
-Oatmeal at Midnight is a perfect meal.
-i tend to have breakfast at midnight quite often actually ( Read more... )

these are bits and pieces that never actually made it into poems, that were left over in my notebook

lying in bed un-asleep
your so tired you just cant sleep
its been six hours and not a moment went by
where the dreams took over and the mind went dry.
you look at the hourglass only minutes have passed
what seems like forever only seconds at last
you ( Read more... )

its winter and it sucks.
i get bored so easily, and cant stand the feeling of loneliness that comes over me from time to time.  not the mention that the weather just becomes depressing.
i tend to want to do my soul searching this time of year, expect posts to be more frequent, some of which will probably be for my eyes only.
-this is the time of year ( Read more... )

-Holy fucking Bananas school is almost out ( Read more... )

See i Blog ( Read more... )

A Call Back to Nature

Silence, its what i desire
Looking for someone to shut up, looking to hire
Away from the city, away from this fire
It is civilization of which i tire

A life in the forest, the mountains, the hills
A place where theres silence, those are my thrills
No fcuking freeway, no electric bills
No false security, no doctors pills

I want to walk ( Read more... )

Drinking Games

Stupid people and the shit that they do
Priding themselves in the alchohol they consume
A trip to the vomit room or worse yet their doom
Lying and cheating, fightings and beatings
A whole lack of thinking lets do it again
Lets go for a drive i feel so alive
Wreckage and panic way to go manic
Triggered by the alchohol and by your self esteem
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-talked about stuff
-listened to some music
-Blew some bubbles
-flew a kite
-swung on the swingset
-tried to make a couple of balloon animals
-ate at apple bees
had a good day.

I have begun my journey into the study of religion.  first one on the list is Christianity.  likely to be followed by Buddhism, then Islam,  Judaism and finally Hinduism.  but i ( Read more... )

time flies when your in a routine.  Work + school = routine.  need to mix it up more. all in all not a terribly exciting year.  but overall things went fine ( Read more... )