the ups and downs
for people who dont read my journal alot, i dont really use paragraphs correctly. i make a new paragraph every time i jump subjects so it doesnt allways make alot of sense. so if you actualy wants to take the time to read all this... you are weird...haha
i went up north with my family and my grandparents. it was actualy alot of fun, i have the best grandparents in the world they are so funny and nice they're just as much friends as family. it was really fun up there, we went to traverscity and saw lotsa crazy stuff. like shelves that move around by themselfs and people in chipmunk suits randomly walking down the street and boob/penis gummy candy it a little kid toy store. then we ate pizza at this one place that was rediculusly expensive but no one was there and they had a huge tv and no one was there so we took it over. i walked behind the counter and just started getting drinks for everyone and changing the tv channels and stuff. then we found out there were bares around our area, in fact the woman just 2 places away saw one on her property. so my sister was all panicy. we threw fireworks in the fire to "scare them away" it was fun, some of the fireworks would explode and shoot missles out at us. my grandpa nearly got hit in the face! it was great lol. then i came back and read peoples ljs for a while and it was really nice reading some stuff. i have such great friends.
The pit went to BWW tuesday, it was pretty fun, but this year is so weird. there are so many freshman it feels more like they rule the pit instead of the vets. and they're so much younger than me i dont really know what to say to em sometimes. i guess im just a looser like that. heh
Over the summer i learned to play alto saxophone. and i can actualy play it fairly decently!! its harder than i thought it would be but im glad i decided to learn it. i think eventually i will learn to play every instrument. i dont know why, i dont want to be a teacher, i just love playing music.
im kinda looking forward to school, theres alot of people i've barely talked to all summer. and it looks like im going to have a really good schedual this year. so it should be alot of fun. i dont know what im going to do once its all over. but i'll worry about that later...
went bowling today with some people. recyclable chocolates are disgusting. maybe they've been used before? MALORI causes so much trouble. she is hilarious and a good friend but she doesnt know when to quit sometimes.
sometimes i feel like im living a lie... i allways tell people they should be true to theirself. but i dont even follow my own advice. sometimes its just so hard... when being yourself means losing everything...
my friends
my family
and you
is being myself really worth all of that? i doubt it...
i went up north with my family and my grandparents. it was actualy alot of fun, i have the best grandparents in the world they are so funny and nice they're just as much friends as family. it was really fun up there, we went to traverscity and saw lotsa crazy stuff. like shelves that move around by themselfs and people in chipmunk suits randomly walking down the street and boob/penis gummy candy it a little kid toy store. then we ate pizza at this one place that was rediculusly expensive but no one was there and they had a huge tv and no one was there so we took it over. i walked behind the counter and just started getting drinks for everyone and changing the tv channels and stuff. then we found out there were bares around our area, in fact the woman just 2 places away saw one on her property. so my sister was all panicy. we threw fireworks in the fire to "scare them away" it was fun, some of the fireworks would explode and shoot missles out at us. my grandpa nearly got hit in the face! it was great lol. then i came back and read peoples ljs for a while and it was really nice reading some stuff. i have such great friends.
The pit went to BWW tuesday, it was pretty fun, but this year is so weird. there are so many freshman it feels more like they rule the pit instead of the vets. and they're so much younger than me i dont really know what to say to em sometimes. i guess im just a looser like that. heh
Over the summer i learned to play alto saxophone. and i can actualy play it fairly decently!! its harder than i thought it would be but im glad i decided to learn it. i think eventually i will learn to play every instrument. i dont know why, i dont want to be a teacher, i just love playing music.
im kinda looking forward to school, theres alot of people i've barely talked to all summer. and it looks like im going to have a really good schedual this year. so it should be alot of fun. i dont know what im going to do once its all over. but i'll worry about that later...
went bowling today with some people. recyclable chocolates are disgusting. maybe they've been used before? MALORI causes so much trouble. she is hilarious and a good friend but she doesnt know when to quit sometimes.
sometimes i feel like im living a lie... i allways tell people they should be true to theirself. but i dont even follow my own advice. sometimes its just so hard... when being yourself means losing everything...
my friends
my family
and you
is being myself really worth all of that? i doubt it...