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[bluedust]

yeah, I dont know if anyone reads this anymore. Everything im writing and about to write into live journal is going to be sketchy. Last night after gabby left and I wrote my last entry, I checked my voicemail on my phone. Gabbys dad said Beau got into an accident and they need to go home right away. Well, Gabby got home and called me at 8:02 pm, an

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[yakuzapenguin]

... I don't know what to say...

I feel terrible that this has happened. All I can really say is that I give Gabby and her family my condolences.

<3

[alk3losercky]

u know i barely comment in ur journal but u seem like a really cool person. its really tragic wut happened to beau. it always seems like the best ppl in life go first. i lost my father last may after the hospital messed up his brain sugery. these good ppl that we lose along the way r always lookin over us, we might see them ever agian but we can talk to them, we might always hear them but they show thier awnsers in many forms. beau's lookin over u, just like my father is lookin out for me. they r gonna take care of us.

[bluedust]

He is a great guy that alot of people looked up to. My main concern is with her fanily and how they are handeling it. I know her mom is a wreck, and my best friend got incredibly scared when she saw her dad cry for the first time. I can relate to whats happening to her right now, and I just wish I can do something to make this all go away because, they dont deserve this, shes doesnt deserve this. This reply is starting to turn into an entry lol but, Im going to right an entry in a few days with all the details, so people can know what im actaully talking about instead of how i know that if i ramble on now, nothing will make sense, like....I think its not making sense now soo.
yeah this doesnt make sense. im weird.