well maybe i wasnt. I'll find out soon enough. but im still not gettin farther on any of my goals. What am i doin then? i dont understand where my time is goin. Certainly not towards anything productive. I gotta find a way to do somethin or change something or affect someone. it'll start tomorrow!

yeah so i was imagining it. great.

its gettin there
some things are done, some im workin on, some are just possibilities
i can see so much more than before and it isnt a good thing. can anyone tell me if im just imagining things? could be. on a lighter note, christmas is coming! got a few more ideas and a few more gifts. but i still need some new music!

oceans 12=trash! noone see it!
though last nite i felt good for some reason. coulda been that preview for CONSTANTINE!
christmas is comin all! let me know what ya want!-provided its REASONABLY PRICED

oceans twelve tonite! hopefully it'll be as good as the original. Christmas is comin and the wallet is lookin far too thin...I NEED MONEY!

CURSES! hahha thats what i get for being so cripplingly STUPID and freaky! but on the plus side of today, the bball went well!

do any of you even know a thing about me??!?!

im workin so many hours! THATS TRASH

seems like everyone is going away.

its seemingly uncontrollable

I'm too quick, too sharp, and I cant find out which lines not to cross and who to back off of.
I'm poison to those close to me.

And i don't take any of it back.