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[blueeyedstarlet]

i feel lost... even though i don't have to stress about where i am living or school, or swimming, or finding a job. i feel like i have have a destination without a plan, which i am guessing is the opposite for most people. i have talked to so many people all telling me that they don't know what they want to do w/ there life, but are doing well in

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[anonymous]

i experienced many of the same things when i went away to college for swimming too (including the injuries and redshirting)- only, for me, the isolation and loneliness was too much and i came home. don't worry about the friends you might have hurt. if they know you, they should have a clue as to why you're acting the way you are and support you. and you're real friends, no matter how far away they are, are always thinking of you and no matter what, will stand by you, even if it means an hour of silence on the phone just so that you're comforted in knowing that they're there. i know right now it's hard, frustrating, scary and lonely. i just want to let you know that i understand what you're experiencing and that no matter what, do your own thing, just do what feels right- follow your heart, it doesn't lie and you can't go wrong. sometimes, the most amazing surprises can be found in some of the darkest, loneliest and most unexpected of places and circumstances.

[blueeyedstarlet]

who is this? and why did u feel the need to be anonymous?