I've been too much of a roller coaster lately. Geeze, I'm even starting to think I've gone bipolar. It's incredible the amount of mood swings I've had ... makes me wonder if I should go back on meds? I swore off those things forever, but it's getting to the point where I even get mad at myself for the STUPIDEST things. Needless to say I'm confusing ( Read more... )

Mwahahaha! work is so repetitive. It's just one huge headache lately. Unfortunately, I spend more time here than i do in my apartment. =/

Well one holiday down...two more to go. It sucks that I'm going to be working every holiday this year. Hopefully I'll make some sort of dent in my debt. i miss my friends...my family. Lately all I know is work and all I see are patients and coworkers.

Ehh ok back to work. TTYL.

It's getting to that point again. Ay dios mio - it's getting fucking old!

I'm going fucking crayz!!! I can't take it anymore....fuck this shit - I need meds.

I have MY APARTMENT!! I am so uberly excited. It needs some work, a paint job, a good cleaning, and some TLC - but it will do fine. =D I moved most of my stuff yesterday, thank you Poopy. If he wouldn't have helped...eh, I don't know what I would have done. I still need to move my chest and bed - anyone have a big truck and want to help ( Read more... )

You live and you learn, right? But Jesus, some mistakes come at sucha price. I'm glad it's over with, well the physical part of it atleast. The guilt.... hopefully that goes away soon. It's not something I'm going to forget and I wouldn't want to regardless ( Read more... )

I've been dealing with some issues lately...but thankfully all will be fixed soon. I've been checking out some apartments. I'm so exicted. Infact I'm gonna go see one tomorrow that sounds pretty promising, but geeze I'm gonna be on a tight budget again. Whateva, I was able to handle it at the beach...I'm sure I'll be fine now. =D ( Read more... )

I have a good feeling about this one....please let me be right.

...what's funny is that people actually think I still care.