August 17th, 2004

This is going to be my last journal entry, i had some good times with live journal. Things cant last forever. Good bye to the select few who catch my entries once every 3 months.

Well its the last day for campers. I have very mixed emotions this year about that. this is the first year ive had a child that i feel could actually care less. Not too mention the whole camp experience this year started out with a shallow bang. lies desception and for some regret. It makes going into debt a difficult situation for me. I love this ( Read more... )

Im at camp like whoa

well if anyone ever said to me in the past that life gets worse, i probably would have told them that i hit the bottom and it doesnt get worse. hahahahahaha. if there were words for how down hill my life has gone in the last 6 months then i would be screaming them from the roof tops. where do i begin? me and my step father have slowly been ( Read more... )

I cant remember the last time i worte something that meant something in this journal. I read back what i have wrote recently and all i heard was blah blah blah im a whinny bitch.So from now on if i do write in my journal if i have nothing good to say im not going to say it. If i have something good to say im not going to say it im going to only ( Read more... )

Its honestly amazing to see things the way i see them. I see dark often where there should be light and light is often found in the darkest places. The question is why cant i be happy, and the answer is becuase i dont want to be. I strive when my life isnt going to way i want it to. Id actually rather have someone breaking my heart or someone hate ( Read more... )

Snow storm today, but they wouldnt let school out due to finals. I dont mind becuase they closed otc and i had a half day anyway. I talked to Dr. Guyzler(sp) today in my government class and asked him what his political plans for the future were. He didnt have any, he plans to spend the rest of his life doing something in education. I think he ( Read more... )

Walled Lake Community High School ( Read more... )