What is going on?

[blueglorie]

I've recently come to some very disturbing realizations about myself. Some of them I can accept and move on. What about the others, though? The ones...the things...the tendencies that you can't just...change like a pair of socks. I used to just gloss over them with angry commentary but I feel different now. I'm...not really...angry anymore

Comments

well...

[your_accident]

i used to be really angry too, and i used to not accept myself. these things happen organically, and over time you get used to it. Trying to improve yourself often proves to be futile and the end it's much easier to accept your "flaws" as part of you. It'll suck for a while, but eventually those "flaws" will be ironed out into mere quirks, as you grow into who you will become.

drugs help as well.

i hope i've helped.

[anonymous]

Perfection is an end. Even if you became "perfect" then what? I say focus on the process of life. The past is behind you and the future may never arrive, so live here and now. Here and now you have control over. What happens will happen, but how you react is all up to you. It's not the snartest and best people who succeed in life, it's the people who keep on trying. To do that you have to focus on now.