Ok, I dont know if wonderment is actually a word. But anyway, I heard that colin farrell had a sex tape. so I looked for it like 3 months ago. Couldn;t find it. Colin farrell is hot though. Anyway, I found it. Cuz I'm crazy talented like that. ......i dont know why these needs to be posted......but i'm excited are u excited i'm excited....

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I've recently discovered that I've grown into my own skin. Starting over wasn't really starting over up here because I had learned so much about myself in the past few years that nothing could make me revert back or lose anything. I still have amazing friends. Thank god for Kristi, who calls me every single day whether I want her to or not, telling ( Read more... )

Well needless to say, I had one of the most perfect pre-christmas week ever. I went down to ft. laud, saw kris, lisa, drew, allan, almost everyone. And of course kenny. It was so awesome. I'm so remorseful now that I've left. I did however leave with an iPod as a christmas present. It roxorz. Kenny gave it to me. He figures it's a good present to ( Read more... )

I don't really have much to say. I sit here trying to think of something sharp and witty to write about that everyone will read and comment on or even care about, but let's face it life is boring. Anything I'm gonna say has already been said more then a thousand times ( Read more... )

Steal my heart and hold my tongue ( Read more... )

I'm on drugs alot recently. I dunno why. I guess that's bad.

Um....so me and kenny got back to together. Yea, we all knew that was gonna happen. Can't part the desperate. It wasn't really romantic or dramatic or anything. I dunno...things are if-ey right now. We don't really talk all that much anymore. The day after we got back together we got in a big fight. Um.....I'm confused about what to do, but I've ( Read more... )

So today didn't go as badly as I thought it would. Granted, I was sad for while, mostly in the morning but I bought 50mg of hydrocodone off my friend and felt fairly good all day. I ate a burrito for lunch and couldn't taste it. Totally freaky. Everything was good. My friends were all supported and kept me happy. And I'm busy enough to where I don' ( Read more... )

I'm writting this entry somewhat late. I just got off the fone with Kenny. When I was talking to him earlier tonight he was telling me about how he kept thinking and considering about us taking abreak. Because we're far apart. Because neither of us have ever been with anyone else. Because we felt that if we never tried then we would always regret ( Read more... )