I'm actually becoming happy. Things are getting better to handle. I mean, they still kinda suck, but I always expect that from life. I have friends, and they like me, and I made JV Soccer team so I have somethign to do with myself, plus the endorphines from excercise help. I still miss everyone like crazy, and can;t wait to ceom visit again, but ( Read more... )

To everyone:
Sorry I missed homecomming. I hope you all had fun. I miss you.

ACK!!....Uf essays due in like a day.....I haven;t even started. I've locked my self in my house with the intention of getting them done. Fuck me I can;t figure anything out. If I don;t do this I'm fucked for college. Well not totally fucked but i;ve already fucked myself over enough being that i have yet to take a second set of SATS. I knew one ( Read more... )

I got high today....in class no less....but it was totally on accident. It's kinda hard to explain, but I am comming to the conclusion that people are opening up to me more up here. I'm not really lonely anymore. Friends are abundant. Course, theres still that one void that isn't filled. Slowly things are mending. Now if only I could get my college ( Read more... )

Damnit Miles......I hate you..... again.

I hate it when people hide who they really are. Why can't they just come out and be assholes? Why do you have to put on this show like your this funny cool laid back guy, but deep down you're a supressive vindictive asshole whose unreasonably violent with his kids and does nothing with his life except drink beer and start fucking retarded things he ( Read more... )

Is flagler good college?

I honestly don't know why he still loves me. Someone needs to tell him that his girlfriend is crazy. Poor guy. In my more logical, clear headed moments I feel really bad for him. Having to put up with me. He must either be incredibly patient or crazy too.

Just out of curiousity, do people really think that my relationship will hold?

I've become a freshmen. I don't know anyone and I've been somewhat outcast, even by the actual freshmen. Why do I have to start over?? Lame....Oh well... No more being depressed!!....I need chocolate.....and a good chick flick.