Ugh. I feel like crap. I ache so bad. My head hurts, my fingers hurt, my legs hurt... I hurt. Too much shit is going on lately. And none of it is even happening to me and I am still in a terrible condition. Ugh.

Today seems to be going very well actually. Sure it's not even noon yet but it's still going pretty good. Except that when I woke up my leg went into a spasm. It still hurts. I hate it when it does that. If I look at it while it's going into a spasm I can actually see the muscle flexing involuntarily. It sucks. I just have to walk it off ( Read more... )

This weekend was so slow. It took forever. And I slept a lot too. I didn't do much of anything but stay away from home. Which is enough to keep my satisfied for the most part. I really hate being here. I just got home form school about 10 minutes ago and I already feel like I have been here too long. I wanted to call Cyria right when I walked in ( Read more... )

Lately I have been feeling shitacular. Only the past couple of days though. I don't really know why. It might be my sleeping pattern. I have the worst sleeping pattern imaginable. I sleep like every other three hours of my life. No matter what time of the day it is. It's not so much sleep as it is passing out. In the time that I am awake I manage ( Read more... )

Haven't written in a while. Went to Missy's dads with her. Was fun. Been partying the past couple days. Home babysitting right now. Had about 3 hours of sleep. Really tired and hungry. Man, I'm being pretty blunt right now. Soon it'll be 1 word per thought. Uncle Bud died yesterday. Didn't really know him. Easter is coming. W00t. Tired. Supposed to ( Read more... )

School today sucked. After school was pretty nice though. I'm going to spend the weekend at Missy's dad's. w00t! But I need to do something different for a change ( Read more... )

Oh my gosh. More hanging out with Sarah and Missy. I love those guys, man. Yesterday was Missy's b-day party at Dunns. I brought my video camera in there and recorded a bunch of us bowling. It was so much fun. I wasn't even bowling a lot of the time and just being there with my friends was so great. Lately in life I have been really happy. Always ( Read more... )

In the past two days I have had sooooo much fun! I was going to hang out with Missa on her B-day but she went to band practice so I hung out with my friend Sarah. Before then I have never really hung out with her outside of school oher than school events or things that were happening in local areas (the shows). But oh, my gosh, I love that girl to ( Read more... )

All I want is to get away from him. And he tortures me by making me stay here. I wish he would go to sleep so I can suffocate him. My whole life he has been suffocating me. Every day more and more of me dies because of him. I hate him. I hate him more than anything in the entire world. With out him I would be happy. That's a nice thought. Happiness ( Read more... )

Niki's birthday was yesterday. She's getting married on April 3rd. I still don't know if I'm going to go. I doubt she'd care all that much if I was there. I haven't seen her since... January. I have this book report due soon. I don't know if I'm going to get it done in time. God I hope so. I think I have until tomorrow. Think I'm going to use the ( Read more... )