And I'm actually kinda bummed about it! It'll probably be spent packing up all my crap, doing laundry, and saying goodbye to my mom until March. *sniffles* You never really know how much of a home-monkey you are until you have to live far away from it for extended periods of time. But hell it's a good sign I suppose because it shows you're happy ( Read more... )

Bloody hell, I hate it when my sleep schedual is so damned off! I slept until four this afternoon and I knew the second I looked at the clock I was screwed for any form of sleep tonight. And lo and behold, I was totally right. It's five in the morning, I'm wide awake, and my Mom needs me to be up and about in the morning to help her move shit in ( Read more... )

Kind of.

I never regret going to church when I do. Personally I enjoy being chummy with God and hoping that his busy, all-powerful self can pause for two seconds to listen to me apologize for the never-ending list of offenses I commit and my begging him to look after my friends and give me inspiration for art. What I absolutely hate is the getting- ( Read more... )

 *holds up the new CD in all of it's Gackty-Glory*

So my copy of Normal Edition 0079-0088 cd FINALLY got here today! And I dont care if the majority of it is a copy/paste job from his older albums, Ai Senshi has absolutely stolen my heart. The original version of the song totally blows in my opinion so I was terrified upon hearing that song was ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm about to crawl out of my skin.

You know that time when you feel like you're falling deeper and deeper into a hole you're not gonna be able to climb out of? Like you're sinking slowly into quicksand. Or when you realize that an obsession or a habit has just gotten so far out of control you want to scream? It's such an uncomfortable ( Read more... )

 As a quick fill in on what's happened since last post. Miraculously dad made it home wtihout attracting a police officer, even if it took him 6 hours to do it. Christmas morning comes around and the gift unwrappings occurr. Mom flipped her lid because Marty and I got benjamins from our Aunt Kim, who Mom has never ever liked or gotten along with. ( Read more... )

On this not so merry evening, although the pain of the wisdom teeth drama has subsided considerably thanks to a little strip of gauze that tastes of gross clove oil rammed down the hole in my mouth. Geez having that thing put in hurt like a BIIITTTCHHH but at least the pain is gone for the most part. Yay.

Is anybody else incredibly, freakishly ( Read more... )

Today I got my wisdom teeth removed. As of right now I am in a disgusting ammount of pain with two advils and TWO vicodin tablets in my system. I'm drooling like a vegetable, unable to talk, and even after taking vicodin and being told by everybody who's had it that it works wonders for pain...

It doesn't do shit! THE LIARS! I'm still achey as FUCK ( Read more... )

I am very, very excited. I have just come off of the YesAsia website after ordering my copy of Gackt's latest Gundamshipping CD tribute diddly. I was actually very, very surprised because my Mama bought it for me for my birthday. I woke up yesterday and she asked me the name of the album and told me that she had run around to three different stores ( Read more... )

Holy crap I can't believe I've actually made it to this point! Over the span of my life, I reflect that i've had several close brushes with death...usually involving a car...but hell, that's because I was one stupid, randy child. And now I'm looking at ten years of being a stupid, randy 20s young woman ( Read more... )