This must be fucked up dream week ( Read more... )

When I lost him I nearly died. I had given so much of my heart away that there was nothing left to sustain me. I had let someone know more about me than anyone else and he choose her instead. But I had someone who told me I find my heart again and eventually I got it back. But I was left broken, defensive, and closed. I didn't even realize it until ( Read more... )

La la la AWESOME weekend. Mommy and I got dressed to the nines and went to the number ONE resturant in Chicago, TRU. The bill was an enitre months paycheck!!!! The food! The presentation! The waiter!! I got my claddaugh ring from mum and my key from Aunt Helen (getting your key is a big tradition in the UK and Ireland for your 21st. It means that ( Read more... )

I had a dream about eating bacon and biscuts. Now I dont know if that means anything or its just because my diet doesnt let me eat anything i want to but what a fucking boring dream ( Read more... )

Good News: I got accept to Educational Programs Abroad semester in London where I will be participating in a highly competitive internship at RUSI (rusi.ord) in either their Military Science Research Institute Or Homeland Security Research Divistion. The program begins January 9th, but I will be leaving easrly to spend two weeks in Scotland with ( Read more... )

Bailye, Deanna, Jon and myself were playing inbetween tennements buildings in London when i see bombs dropping. We were at war with the Japanese and they were trying to kill us all. Bailye and Deanna were too far away when I saw a bomb about to be dropped on us. I pulled Jon behind a wall and we were protected from the blast. We tried to find ( Read more... )

I was at Genessa's house and her family asked me to speak in Arabic (they said all this in Chinese but I totally understood) unfortunatly I dont speak it so they told us to leave. They gave us bus tokens but we couldnt get on the bus becaseu they were actually caramels ( Read more... )

We were at prom again, but it was next year and we were graduating college but it was the same prom with the same people and the same dresses. "I'll Be" is playing and I'm dancing with Juan but I realized that we're dancing but i have to hokld him up becuase he was shot in the back. I started to cry because now my dress is stained red (not just a ( Read more... )

Laura, Genessa and I were in a public library but the paper in the books were made of whipped cream. Genessa and Laura were reading teh bible but I only liked the bible because it had the best cream. They got lost in the library and I went to go find them on my bike but it was getting really late. Now I'm in an alley between buildings and its pitch ( Read more... )

I am a fucking idiot. More than that, I cannot beleive that the immature shit I dealt with in high school is still catching up to me. Let me 'splain, No, there is too much. Let me sum up... I (in what is obviously a huge misunderstanding) had heard from someone that when they had talked to Ricky that he blamed me for everything that happend senior ( Read more... )