Comments | blueishadow: I want out

blueishadow

I want out

Jan 21, 2007 01:00

So I seriously hope I get accepted to one of the two schools I applied to because I'm just kind of existing here. Molly always tries to get me to go hang out with various people because she knows I'm not happy here but even when I do hang out with people I don't feel like I fit in and I feel akward and ignored and stupid. That is pretty much how I' ( Read more... )

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blueishadow January 21 2007, 22:09:39 UTC

I have one but it's done by 9:30 am.

morningangel360 January 22 2007, 01:51:09 UTC

You know, I have called you several times to see if you wanted to come hang out/I come hang out with you, but you haven't answered or are busy...

I donno, love, SJC sucks if you aren't willing to step out of your comfort zone a bit. As for feeling "akward and ignored and stupid" what do you care what they think? There are people who think you rock, does it matter what other people think? I mean, I know it does, because everyone wants everyone else to like them, but, there are always going to be people out there who don't like you. You have to find a way to, I guess get past that. It won't happen over night, and there will be days when you fall back, but you have to get to a point where, for lack of a better way of phrasing: You just don't give a flying rat's ass what they think anymore. Or at least a majority of the time.