Livejournal!!!! I miss you! Stupid band camp -_-
I am complete at this moment.

I went and survived drum corps. Barely but I did it. I love my flat stomach, my tan and my discipline:D

I miss it, but what I love most was coming home to 12 dozen roses on my bed and 30 i love you notes around my room.
Can I be more happier with my life than accomplishing ( Read more... )

I leave today for a month and a half of doing what I love, and missing who I love.

Genesis HYPE!!!!!!:D SHAMWOW!!!!

I'll see you soon baby! I love youuuuu!<3333

See ya lj. Let the epicness begin!

Sooo it's been a while.....I still love you livejournal ( Read more... )

Being in Ediburg bored as heck, having a migrane and starving at the same time, exhausted and not being able to see or communicate with Victor is NOT FUN!!!!!!!:(

About 24 hours til I can talk to him and about 40 hours til I see him....let's hope I stay sane.

I love you, Victor. Muah!:D

Before I go into stress mode, and panicking...which comes about this time, with juries and music history paper and test....all the POINTLESS choral hs methods stuff......gah...i feel it in my chest already....

I need to remind myself, how crazy he makes me.
How he's the one I'm needing right now to calm me down.
I haven't spoken to you in about 28 ( Read more... )

I found myself disoriented this past week. a mess of butterflies, and jello ( Read more... )

:D

here's to you and me!<3

"It's a photograph discovered a decade after
It's a cannon blast disguised as a firecracker
It's enough to bring a brick wall to its knees
And sing, please..."

love.love.love.

here's to....

day three of crying myself to sleep.
day one million of feeling empty.
9 months and continuing of arguing.
day two of being rid of you.
wall number 4 being permanently in place.
and  to number 12. you'll never leave.

I don't remember what if feels like...to be content.

:(

So this might actually be....dare I say....a good semester?

Even though....
I've got the Taylor block MWF at 8 am (fml) followed by my favorite teacher in the entire world.
But it's my LAST COLE CLASS!!!!:D
And then I'm done at 11:D
But my tuesday thursdays will be hell....
orchestration...ear training...low brass...and concert band...gross.

annnd camps ( Read more... )

Since I lack motivation, I'll create my own. I got stuff to do before I graduate, and before my life ends,

*I will learn guitar and learn Jimmy Page's solos:D
*Learn amsterdam on the piano
*Play Paquito's Wapango for my senior recital
*And be a badass at it, and show Nancy.
*Play in the KSO
*MARCH THIS SUMMER!!! If it kills me!!!
*Keep the weight that I ( Read more... )