I went to the interview about 4 or 5 hours after I set my alarm.

The woman I said "Any time after 8:30am"
So I set the alarm at 9am.
And left the house at about 2pm.

How organised.

I looked at the map the night before and I had no idea where it was. Then when I got there I saw it was just around the corner from China Town. It still takes about and ( Read more... )

After one hell of a fuck session this morning I was beat. You have no idea how good it is to finally have someone who has a sex drive as naw- tay as mine.

There has been a lot of rain this year. You wouldn't be able to relate to that because you have a rainy season so I suppose the best comparison is to say - "Imagine that your summer has a 2 week ( Read more... )

Today I'm doing my resume splurge. Ive resubmitted my resume to a crap load of place - and when I say crap load, I mean a crap load! I hope something comes through. I even applied at the same work place as Jess. If I get in we could car pool. Yay!

It was good to hang out with Jo again. She is very critical of me but it never hurts. And, once in a ( Read more... )

All of a sudden I felt very sad. As if I had lost something precious.

My heart aches literally and every breath is a silent cry. Its been a while since Ive seen real tears.

I'm upset over a few things. They are all connected (i think its impossible for them to not be) and you may be happy (or not) to know that they dont really concern you. You have ( Read more... )

Ive found my medicine. Lovan 20 (fluoxentine), a SSRI drug. 20mg per tablet ( Read more... )

1. Get a job.
- Not in food! (Sushi Restaurants are the exception)

2. Make my body as ripped as this guy


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It sounds stupid I know. But it hit me this morning that perhaps Im suffering from bad depression and thus the medical issues. Lets look at the list of symptoms shall we?

* Loss of interest in normal daily activities
I cant seem to bring myself to play the guitar, go to the gym or go to work
* Feeling sad or down
duh * Feeling hopeless ( Read more... )

New years is very anticlimatic. It makes me feel very sheepish, standing in a crowd of supposedly mature adults counting backwards from 10 and then everyone screaming and cheering ( Read more... )

Dear Natasha,

By the miracle that is your insatisfible need to stalk me you have probably found this.
When you have. Leave a comment.
Thats when it really begins

I just did the sutpidest thing ( Read more... )