"You understand that you can never own love, right? No matter how much someone adores you today, no matter how much you adore someone, you can't force that unique state of grace to keep its shape forever. It will inevitably evolve or mutate, perhaps into a different version of tender caring, but maybe not. From there it will continue to change, ( Read more... )

i just created a new dream!

why does julia child rock? Because she's at least as fast as David Letterman!!!

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i am thankful for people who treat me well, for conversations full of ease, and for frangelico.

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Steve and I are doing a joint garage sale tomorrow morning (Sat Nov 21) beginning at 8:30 am. Here's our craiglist ad:

http://austin.craigslist.org/gms/1475531112.html

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skin biopsy came back benign! yay! now i just have to deal with healing where they sliced me. i can do that.

i can feel the shift. of turning inward, residing, sliding down to the root of it all. seeking solitude. wanting the party less and less. open for creativity to come rushing in. where and what is the intention? writing writing writing words words words. giving on my own terms. still struggling with attachment and ego to things that weren't ( Read more... )

crazy vivid dreams last night. helical stars in orbit. altars. drinking. yeah, drinking. and lots of processing on ego, attachment, detachment, grace, the like.

my brain is swirling!


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