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[bluelysium]

I'm pretty sure I'm pregnant. Realizing this has been the most successful trigger thus far to keep me from drinking. I'm not totally confident that I want this baby. I'm not ready to say that I don't yet either. I'm keeping it in prayer. Life for me and this child would be one of struggle

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[ksentrngbldg13]

OMG Andrea! I haven't talked to you in forever. I hope you're staying positive about everything. You are an intelligent Black female who is stronger than she realizes...You will always be okay! =D I know you can overcome things because you always make moves. But you never see it! :-O Makes me crazy girl! Anyways, are you sure you're pregnant? You got the test and everything? I'm kind of scared myself because I've been sick, but also I've been just feeling queezy and lightheaded in the mornings. Maybe I'm just paranoid. Hmm. But anyway girl I don't know if your phone is on. I read your last one that said it wasn't. But I'll call you later today! =)

[bluelysium]

My cell is on - in fact, I called you back but the call went to voicemail. Your callertune is crazy!

I am okay. I've got a great new job that I'm happy with too. I'm trying to stay positive. Sometimes that's kind of tough, but I'm trying. I'm glad that you can still see something left in me though. Sometimes I forget what I can do.

I haven't gotten the test, but I haven't had a period either, so it's pretty clear. If you're on edge we can do a Tapestry day sometime if you'd like and we'll kill two birds with one stone:)

Anyway, I'll try you again soon and we'll catch up!