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[bluepixy]

i am so sorry. i have become someone that lies, manipulates and pisses people off, and i hate it. u know what else i hate, being alone!!! i miss bex and i hate it. i would love to either be with her or not think of her 24/7. i annoy myself. i miss home, i dont no who i am and i'm lonely. i'm not good.

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[darla_666]

dude
im only gonna say this once and im gonna b completely honest with u
...........stop moping i know it feels like ur heart has been ripped out when u split with someone u really care about but i promise u there will be others that will treat u better and love u regardless of ur drunk stupid quirks
as for being a horrible person i have known a great many horrible ppl in my time and u are not one of them u r kind generous and always there for ppl when they need it
no one is thereselves when they are pissed and if ur mates cant understand that that isnt u then something is wrong
please cheer up my darlin home in 2 days then u will remember who your real friends are
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[dragonbreathe]

you cant say that yea you have some good pionts but saying what you said will only mak it harder for him i should no i am his brother

dont give people false hope..........its not fair

[izziblem]

just out of interest where on earth does becca say that his uni friends are't real frinds......i may be just being blind but i actually cant see that anywhere. noone is saying anyone is a better friend than anyone else. the point is that we have known feilder alot longer than you lot. and as for the way you treated him you have to remember that people form opinions of relationships and people by what they hear if that is all they have to relate to. and from what we have heard there are others that will treat him better in our opinion. i dont see why there has to be an us and them.

hello mate

[big_sammy_j]

try looking at things a different way perhaps

you care about Bex alot. wouldnt you rather have been hurt by her than to have not known her at all? she may not have your heart now, but at least she had it once to break? that more than some get in a lifetime. its hard, but keep yourself occupied and chin up geeze.

remember: why do women always go to the toilet in pears?

[izziblem]

pears as in the fruit or pairs as in two things together?? sorry!! he is back!!!!!!! sammy i missed your comments but now you are back to bring reason into the life of live journal!!! hurrah!

i am back

[big_sammy_j]

pears as in the fruit in this instance. i once drew a picture of two women dressed as pears going to the toilet, and wrote the caption "why do women always go the toilet in pears?" and it made Fielder cripple with laughter and he was crying so much it what class.

but, yes, you're are right, i am back. older and wiser.

i'll be the Fieldster tomorrow and do sum cheering up