seriously, i feel like i'm dying

[bluepolystyrene]

I think my throat might close up and then I won't be able to breathe and I'll be choking for air. I barely slept last night because I was afraid I might die from suffocation or something. I don't know why I get sick all of the fucking time, but here I am again--writhing in pain and staying as medicated as possible. The best part about this is I'm

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[_feisty_]

oh, and if you're coming back tomorrow then we need to get our posse together. cher said saturdays are better for her, and it totally doesnt matter for me because i'm never doing anything that cant be pushed off til later, so someone will have to contact kelly and see if shes up for it or if she can break away for a bit since it will have to be after 10pm (if thats alright with you).

i wanted to see everyone and hopefully make some plans. i told cher "i'm going to like make an itinerary for the trip or something "cher you are only allowed to pee from 5:45 til 5:46 now get out of the bathroom you're holding us up!!!!" so alright, get back to me and let me know whats up. hope you had a kick ass trip <3

[bluepolystyrene]

LoL i just got back. the trip was fun, but take my advice and never travel with more than your immediate family. i was stuck in a medium sized house with 12 other people, including 4 kids. and here's the killer part of it: i had to stay sober the entire time. by the end of it my nerves were completely shot. i was snapping at people and trying to create some me time but it just didn't happen. i've never been more happy to be home.

anyway, my family is leaving today but i should probably spend some time with tim this weekend because i haven't seen him all week and he'll be leaving again on monday. i am free any day next week. i know that's cutting it close but its the best i can do. monday?

[_feisty_]

it needs to be ASAP so if monday is the earliest you can hang out then yeah definately monday. and i think cher is having some kind of money problem, at least thats the way it sounded because she needed to know how much it would cost ASAP so thats why we need to get together to figure it all out.

[bluepolystyrene]

alright, i get off of work at 4pm today. And like we said before, I think we should just take enough money to get us through the trip and then pay you back when we get back. That way there will be less confusion. Cher will need at least $50 gas money, and however much she wants to bring for food. I'll call her and kel this afternoon and see what's up for tonight. When are you free tonight?