I am so tired right now I can barely keep my head up. My eyelids feel like they are made of lead. I am not a morning person at all. Waking up this early every day is really messing with me.

This needs to be fixed.

I can't even think of anything else to write... I'm so bored and tired.

and all the little spiders that crawled up inside her

I couldn't sleep last night. Partly because the dryer is quite loud and located about 15 feet outside my bedroom door. Mostly though, it was because I can't stop thinking about the past... MY past. I'm not really that old so it feels weird to have grown so intolerably nostalgic already. But I want to go back and do it over, do it right ( Read more... )

I'm really hungry. Living like this is just plain lame.

I'm kind of blah today. Cleo went back into heat, which is incredible because cats are only supposed to do that three times a year and this is her second time this month. She spends all day rolling around the carpet mewing, and all night annoying the hell out of me. Meanwhile, Nara scratches the wall to signify her displeasure with anything and ( Read more... )

I'm kind of into the flow of things here. Waking up at 6am, working until 3pm... repeat ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of being strung around, strung out and left for dead ( Read more... )

It has officially come to the point where more of my friends are married than single (or in a non-marital relationship). I guess that's part of the price of growing up in Mormon Culture and having a lot of friends from that culture. I just look at pictures of these people and (sometimes) their kids and I can't believe it. It still seems like we' ( Read more... )

My desk at home is covered, literally carpeted, in tiny black ants. I do not know how or why, but they won't stop. I feel like one of those crazies that believe there are germs on everything. But really... ants... I had dreams of being picked up by a billion tiny people and carried to their massive underground layer ( Read more... )

Cleo's lost her mind. I guess she's not used to me being gone to the office all day. So when I get home, all she does is mew and chirp until I pay attention to her. Unfortunately, this persisted all night, and I didn't sleep at all. Now I've got another 7 hours to finish here at the office before I can go back and actually try to get some sleep ( Read more... )

The lake I live on is man made. It used to be a gorgeous valley sweeping through the area. It's actually quite large. I can't imagine the insanity it takes to look out over an area of nature and say "You know what, I would sure make a lot of money selling lakefront property here," and then proceed to flood the entire valley, over 100 ft deep ( Read more... )