so ..... figured out life .... I think .... trying to change certain things about me that I dislike .... it has its hits and misses ... basically I'm trying to give people the benefit of the doubt before freaking out, mainly him ... and yes I know I have every reason to not trust, but honestly this "freaking out" all the time needs to change ... it ( Read more... )

so .... I have no money ... no job ... and a half tank of gas .... wonderful .... fuck ( Read more... )

so ummm Saturday night ruled ... and Sunday morning ... and making a Heather sandwich with Alan but ... not really ... and just having so much LOVE in my house! it was amazing! ha ha ha ( Read more... )

I got to see my cynical old woman and Meg and Beth and got texts from the boy that makes me smile all in one day .... yay ( Read more... )

so the question of what else could possibly go wrong has been answered .... someone please just shot me ... god, how the hell did everything get like this?!?! fuck life ....

every night like fucking clock-work! damn it! ... I can't sleep when it's dark ... only for 3 hours, no more ... this is so damn annoying .... I go to bed at midnight, thinking that'll help ... but no ... I wake up and can guarantee you the time is 3 am ... and what time is it now kiddies??? 3 fucking am ( Read more... )

yay for Canada! yay for drinking! and yay for once falling asleep without thinking myself to death! .... wish i had gotten drunk instead a just buzzed but ah well .... it was fun and much needed escape from life in general ( Read more... )

*sigh* I love slow dancing .....

la la la ... certain boys are awfully cute in the morning .... even if I accidently kept them up all night, cuz I couldn't sleep and kept tossing and turning .... ha ha ha .... I'm running on 2 hours of sleep and not tired cuz I was cuddled damn it! lol .... ok off to take a nap ... :)

You Are an Intense Kisser
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