Brent and Khad are very similar, only I think I got the better of the two (sorry). The funny thing is, over the past year and a half I've been more miserable and depressed than I've ever been in my whole life. They're difficult people by nature. I think it has a lot to do with how their mother is treated (she's very taken for granted in the family). Add on top of that my/your BPD, and we've got a world of hurt. (The best phrase I've heard so far to describe it is actually a book title (which you should read). It's called, "I Hate You, Don't Leave Me.") I'm not going to encourage you to stay with him. I still haven't decided how I feel about him in general... there's a lot of rage still residing there. But, I will say this - the grass only appears greener on the other side. It's actually quite brown. You need to do what's right for you, not Brent. Maybe I'm overanalyzing you (which, I have absolutely no right to do, so you have every right to bitch me out if I'm wrong), but hear me out first. Just from the small conversation we've had
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It's interesting that Brent says he can see results with Wellbutrin already - cut in borderlines, it takes over 3 months to kick in. Also, you've gotta be on a much larger dose than if you just had depression. I think he just wants to feel like you're "fixed" now that you're on meds. I've had some friends on Wellbutrin. They seemed to like it. It didn't do much for me, but then again, I didn't take it for 3 months. Why'd you stop LARPing?
Re: thanksbluesaturnSeptember 24 2005, 14:30:46 UTC
Well they said they are starting me on a small dose, they have to put you on it gradually. I think I might just be going through that placebo effect stage
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They're difficult people by nature. I think it has a lot to do with how their mother is treated (she's very taken for granted in the family). Add on top of that my/your BPD, and we've got a world of hurt. (The best phrase I've heard so far to describe it is actually a book title (which you should read). It's called, "I Hate You, Don't Leave Me.")
I'm not going to encourage you to stay with him. I still haven't decided how I feel about him in general... there's a lot of rage still residing there. But, I will say this - the grass only appears greener on the other side. It's actually quite brown.
You need to do what's right for you, not Brent. Maybe I'm overanalyzing you (which, I have absolutely no right to do, so you have every right to bitch me out if I'm wrong), but hear me out first. Just from the small conversation we've had ( ... )
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I've had some friends on Wellbutrin. They seemed to like it. It didn't do much for me, but then again, I didn't take it for 3 months.
Why'd you stop LARPing?
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