I want to have conversaitios with people, but after I say "whats up" they put an away message on or they just stop talking to me. It happenens so much with me and I just cant stand it anymore. All I want to do is talk to someone so I wont be bored all the time and there always leave when I try to start a conversation.

I wrote this blues song and its in the key of D. Tell me if u like it ( Read more... )

Im bored and it is 8:22 on 9/15/04 so i dedided to write a little somthin in my live journal 4 u all to read. Right now Im listenin to a song called "Are you gonna go my way" by lenny kravitz. Its a good song, u should download it or get it off of windows media player like me. To scared to do Kazaa anymore. Lol. But i still believe nobody is better ( Read more... )

Today so far has been a pretty good day. My only problem is I daydream way to much, but i like that. Daydreams, the dreams you can control. You can also control dreams at night, but thats way harder (If u want to research it its called Lucid Dreaming). During daydreams, it is your paradice. I usally daydream about havin a succesful band. Thats my ( Read more... )

I regret dropping out of IB, but it is to late now. In IB, I had classes with my friends and people I knew, but I dropped it due to me being lazy about community service. I feel really bad. I have not made one good friend since high school. Ive hung out with my same old friends. This is the one thing I regret alot.

I am beginning to feel mentally sick. I think depressed is a better word to describe it. Nobody notices because nobody really knows me well. That just makes it worse. I feel lonely. Today I wanted to try to get into a conversation at lunch, with some of my old DIB buddies/classmates. No one seem to notice a word I said, and I didnt catch on the ( Read more... )

Today I went home sick! Woo Hoo. Durin my fav class, physical conditioning (AKA Weightlifting) I got a dizzy headache, and i nearly puked at school, thus I left school around 10:00 durin 4th peroid. When I got home I slept. Now lets have a section on why i am shy in real life, yet i can talk to people over the internet. Its a mystery. I want to ( Read more... )

I havent wrote in this in a while but im gonna start doing this more often. I had a crush on someone for a while, but last school year i got over it. I wanted to talk to her, but I just gave up cause I was to shy to speak. I havent thought of her all summer. On friday night I had a dream about her. I had a dream that she was going out with someone ( Read more... )

Its in the morin so nothin has really happened yet but my family (Aunt Uncle Cousins Grandma) who has been vistitin are gonna leave 2day. They were suppose to leave 2morrow so Im sad, but happy. 2morrow i can dedicate my day to my summer readin so i can finalize that thing up. anyway im gonna have to go cuz of 2 reasons, goin out to cici's and ( Read more... )

Some People I know started doin this live jornal thing so I think that I am gonna start doin it and put stuff in this daily. It will help improve my memory and I will prove mysef wrong that im geting altimers disease. Lol. so I gues this is it for now. Great