So as promised, I'm returning to sum up what I have to say about my break up ( Read more... )

I was going to write something about being dumped--that's what happened to me yesterday--but I don't feel like it right now. I'll get to it eventually, I promise. Just know that my shortest lived "relationship" has ended. Yep, even shorter than when I "dated" Brad Lucas freshman year of high school. Turns out Derek may be more fickle than me. ( Read more... )

So I read through the last 3 pages of this and realized a few things:

1. I write so much sad shit. It's lame. That needs to stop.
2. If I'm not writing sad shit, I'm writing sappy shit. I should really hold back on that until I'm sure the relationship will last and I won't end up annoyed and trying to break up with him after a month.
3. I don't post ( Read more... )

Hello Portland, it's so lovely to see you again!  I love that I can get a drink AND a slice of pizza for the same price as a drink in Eugene.  We're going to be good friends ( Read more... )

I'm single again.  WTF, why do I only write sad things in here?  I feel bad for so many reasons, the biggest one being that I led Jared on.  I know that it was the right thing to do, since I wasn't that into him, but it still tears me up that I hurt his feelings when he did NOTHING to deserve it.  He was just his beautiful, sweet, amazing self.  I  ( Read more... )

Blargh.  I'm finding that "talking things out" and "working on it" feels good in the short run.  I like not giving up on something just because it's not what I wanted ( Read more... )

It seems I'm moving out of Eugene in 2 weeks.  Strange.

I'm excited to live in Portland again.  I'm excited to work and get me finances/credit in order.  I'm excited to graduate and be done with classes.

But first, I have to fold this laundry.

I'm not here to be whiny or anything.  I just wanted to post that I'm stuck in a bad-mood rut and I really, really hate feeling this way.  I had an anxiety attack last night.  I really thought I was through with this.

This is absolutely unrelated to my angst about 2009 and general feeling that nothing is going my way.  It's just a thought that kind of flitted through my head and made me think ( Read more... )

I just got fired?!

God, 2009 is thus far the worst year of my life.