It wasnt that big, but it was strong enough to shake my classroom and disrupt lecture. I guess it was centralized in Milpitas and was around 5.6. Travelled to the east bay and hit here about 4 minutes later. Was a pretty interesting experience. I've forgotten what an earthquake is like. When i checked the earthquake activity site for ( Read more... )

This week has been go go go the entire time. My day has come to a close after working an opening shift, and then enjoying the festivities with a huge family get together for Betty's 80th. I love that woman so much. I really do need to get over my anxiety with people though; it can be a big setback sometimes. There are so many things that just ( Read more... )

I miss white russians...
I miss blondies...
I miss halo parties...
I miss long unnecessary roadtrips...
I miss Juan and Alecia tons...

2005 was a great year.

So life is weird. Self doubt and depression really make an awesome combo I'd say. Its strange how when your happy all the time, you dont really think to much, yet when your not, you never stop. Though most of those thoughts are negative, its hard to stop and to get yourself out of the destructive loop. I cant sleep at night, too much thinking ( Read more... )

Its happening quite often. I'll be doing something, out eating food or riding/driving in a car or walking to class or calling the next customer up to my window. Out of no where I stop and think "What the hell am I doing? Where am I going? Will I really be doing this very same thing next year? Am I really of that little worth or need to the ( Read more... )

So far, this trip has been pretty relaxing. Sunbathing, reading, sleeping, watchin movies, looking out at the ocean, watchin two teenage girls get drunk-puke-make out, and laugh and talk with good people. I went back home for a quick sec to see Juan, Brandon, Matt and Matt. Bree too. Pretty damn awesome. Halo 2 and drinking, though it wasnt ( Read more... )

Its just one of those days. One of those feelings. One of those moments. You know them, the ones where you wake up knowing you may not have a good day. You have a feeling in the pit of your stomach, and its screaming at you that today is not your day. You feel out of place, not yourself, nasuated when you think about how the day will be. ( Read more... )

It would appear that the world crashes around everyone but me. Then when it crashes around me, everyone is having the time of their lives. Strange how the world works.

I seem to only write when I'm here at work. Strange huh? I'm no where near the correct setting for less than mediocre pieces. Oh well, I'll make due. On a more positive note, I registered at CSULB on Wednesday. Got two classes so far. Not sure if I'll be able to take more, but this schedule is pretty good for now. The campus is huge, and ( Read more... )

I'm really really scared right now. I have to go to the doctor asap. Something isnt right with me. My brain in particular. More accurately, my memory. I'm not remembering anything correctly. I see times on my schedule and other numbers that arent there. I forget the information when in the middle of a conversation, and have to continiously ( Read more... )