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A Question, A Crisis, A Croissant
As mentioned in my previous entry, I have been in a squabble with creativity lately ( Read more... ) -
The Meaning of Andrea
Okay, I am deifintely supposed to be getting my Chapter 7 Biology study guide done right now, but I had to share this because it makes me happy.
My search to find the meaning behind my name has always disappointed me a bit. Lavonne (my middle name) doesn't mean anything at all. Andrea is just the feminine form of Andre' and Boyd means 'blonde.'
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A Guiding Light?
I just finished watching Stranger Than Fiction. (Wonderful movie, by the way.)
I can't help but feel like the universe keeps sending me signals. It's the same message every time.
"Chill out. It's okay. Play a little."
As much as I freak out, everything keeps turning out okay.
It seems like the most inspiration comes in times of chaos. It's when I ( Read more... ) -
The Porn Fairy gave it to me, I swear!
So I woke up this morning to Kyle saying "Hello." Apparently he stopped by my house on his way to work. I just happened to have stayed home from school today because I had only gotten an hour or two of sleep.
He and I hung out and talked for about 3 hours, and at one point in the conversation, he grapped one of my Playboys and started flipping ( Read more... ) -
Astrology~ Maya-Aztec Reading
DAY-SIGN: 1-Wind
(Maya: 1-Ik)
YEAR: West -1 (Tikal System)
13-DAY PERIOD: 1-Wind
(Maya: 1-Ik)
NIGHT LORD: 9
VENUS PHASE: Evening Star
Introduction - The Astrology of Time
The ancient Maya and Aztec astrologers studied the mysterious influence of the rhythms of the sky on earthly life. Everyone knows the Sun rises and sets ( Read more... ) -
A Recurring Theme
I ride the bus home from school, and it drops me off at the end of my street. I slowly walk down Pecantree Drive with the sun on my skin and stand completely still as the image of my house slowly aligns itself in front of me. Always I feel as if I am completely still. Every time, I feel a need to start running. Just run as fast as I can, to finally ( Read more... ) -
The Other Shore (poem)
The Other Shore
I got too complacent in my love for you
all these self-fulfilling prophecies
I swore that I would never be one of those girls
Living like silver pools
Reflecting only the apple at the border of their being
Desperately wishing that for once
they
could be washed over with something
Creating eddies at their edges
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Barely holding on
I've been hanging on by a thread this entire semester. Even when I'm emotionally stable (which I am now, relatively), I am barely hanging on as far as my school work goes. I'm looking at all the things I have to do over the next two weeks for school, and I'm realizing that I physically don't have enough time to do them. I wish I didn't have to work ( Read more... ) -
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It's just one thing after another...
I think I'm having really bad luck today or something. Things haven't gone well from the time I've gotten up, starting very small and getting progressively larger.
After I got up I went past Mom and Aaron watching Buffy in the living room and went into the kitchen to try and find some food for breakfast. I heard the microwave ding, and mom said, " ( Read more... )