well lets ee friday i didnt go to school, woke up at 2 called ryan went to his birthday party at cybertech, was there till 12, had alot of fun, lost the lil tourny we had, but oh well, rode back almost all the way inr yans trunk, lot more comfy than everyone else was bitches! came home, slept, woke up, showered talked to jessica, her dad came and ( Read more... )

well monday my grandpa passed away. he was better off he has been suffering for a long time from alzheimer’s, he dint really seem to know anyone or anything most of the time, and he couldnt do very much. well hes gone now, and we all agreed he better off, but it was really hard to say those last good byes b4 we closed the casket. i was a paul bear ( Read more... )

uhm lets see im doing homeowrk at 6am woot damn pos computer! oh well... this weekend, friday jessica came here, mindy brought her here, we drove around for a while, then mindy left, jessica and i watched tv, then got a ride to LE and hung out. saturday, sat at home for a while... finally got a ride to LE from kenny at like uhm i forget now... went ( Read more... )

well firday i got a ride with kenny to jessica's house and sat with her all day and cuddled and watched tv... went and stayed at brian's at like 12 we went to his house, slept there, got up went to jessicas at noon saturday for her game, which she dint go to... stayed there till like 530-6ish walked to LE went to see mindys mom... kinda odd she ( Read more... )

uhmness.... fridayness... went to jessica's, then to wait... i dont rembers... just rember being with jessica.... oh yeah now i rember... LE... pssssh not fun at all ness... i sorry babe really! :'( saturday was really upset for a while like friday night, went to LE jessica accually did come up there and we came to my house and hung out... gosh i ( Read more... )

well lets see this monday the 4th i went to LE cleaned, and went to jessicas, and uhm i dont rember what i did tuesday... or wensday or thursday... wait tuesday... uhm i think we played captrue the flag at metro beach... well friday night went to LE went to cyber tech plus with jason and ryan, we played an hour and jessica watched, went back to LE ( Read more... )

well friday was april first aka april fools day and me and jessica's 7 month... cant spell that big word supposed to follow but yeah... i think u get it... i was thinking and wow 7 months already... amazing! yeah sometimes i get pissed or she gets pissed and we do dumb shit... but i love her sooo much that it dont matter... as long as she dont ( Read more... )

i dont know as of lately what to do with shit... i cant stop talking to people its how i vent and get shit off my mind... if i didnt talk to people ide end up hurting myself like i did last year... and i dont want to do that, but talking to people fucks things up because no one can keep something i tell them to themselves and the whole world finds ( Read more... )

YAY I FUCKED UP! all im telling u ppl is the general problem anymore no specifics...! go fuck ur selves im not fucking up again! anyone tells me nething i wont tell ne1 even if u want me 2, b/c last time i told something for someone they got pissed and said they really dint want me to tell them and now this problem so go fuck ur selves, wanna tell ( Read more... )

uhmm same old stuff talk to jessica see jessica u know.... its getting kinda boring doin the same old shit every week all day... other things bothering me i dont know anymore back to how i was like a lil over 1.5 yrs ago some what, and im not liking it i dont know anymore..... totally dont know.... but crying now thats fun!