I'm sitting here watching my daughter. She's transparent. I would be afraid to be so vulnerable. She's a child. She isn't cognizant of it. Thats what makes it so heartbreaking. When one becomes aware of it, some, like me spend their lives building up some kind of skin so they won't bleed when they brush up against something ( Read more... )

Today I busted my behind working in the garden with my mother. She normally used to do it all on her own with minimal help from any of us ( Read more... )

Agh! I just finished taking my humanities exam. I know I fucked up. I just know it. Ironically I go into the bathroom a couple of doors away from the room afterward and my teacher left the answer key in a composition book (!??!?!) on those ugly metal counters that jut out of the walls (made to hold handbags and other misc. items). I was like...if ( Read more... )

I am sitting in my living room watching little me play with stuffed animals and our indifferent dog (Paco). The Beatles playing softly in the backround ( Read more... )

I am for once genuinely tired. It feels good. It normally takes me so long to fall asleep ( Read more... )

Ah...what went on today ( Read more... )

Ah it's 9:50 and in one hour I'm going to the most boring class on earth. My teacher is rather amiable and all that but damn all we do is watch videos. On depressing subjects like pollution...and other shit that man is doing to fuck up our planet. Now I wince when I think about throwing out a wrapper from my window in the car. I used to huck soda ( Read more... )

Heh...I was in the bathroom and for some reason I felt compelled to look in the toilet. Well, In a sea of tp and turd (no this poo was not my brand...it's not my fault I live with filthy fucks who are too lazy to flush) there was this cockroach (who was more than likely thinking lunch in reference to the poo when he dove into that abyss)he/she was ( Read more... )

This weekend has been incredibly lazy thus far. The week flew by and I guess this is the brakes in a sense. I like winding down. I used to not be able to relax or enjoy myself. I'd have so much running through my head. I'd run around the place, trying to make everything perfect. I realise that I can't. I knew I couldn't all along. Still, I set ( Read more... )

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