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[blueskygrrl]

Staring into the looking glass
What is it that has come to pass?
Who is it I see staring back
What in those eyes does she lack?
Hearing nothing but silence in the soul
Feeling there is nothing left untold.
Knowing all is vanished from the core
A cold and empty vessel once more.

Comments

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[fatfeistyfemme]

Lovely verse, sad sentiment. I'm sorry to hear you feel so restless. What do you need to fill yourself up again?

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[blueskygrrl]

AAAAHHHHH - the million dollar question........For once in my life - I don't know

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[fatfeistyfemme]

i just read your posting on technodyke -- in the "don't quit your day job" thread. Man, Yoda -- you've done a hell of a lot to be proud of in your lifetime. You have some amazing gifts. You made it through a PHD program by the time you were 26?!? There's so much more to know about you than I know... but I can tell you this. We're sisters on this level. We do everything we can do and we do it well and achieve extraordinary things, so long as what it is we're doing has nothing to do with what our hearts really want. Let's you and I work on this together? Find a way to put that talent and motivation we have for all the external things towards the things that would really make us happy? **hug**