So, Friday my friends fell apart ( Read more... )

I sleep on scissors
and knives and needles

I wake un
cut
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In my mind
minced melody

In my hands re
ality
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A heart hopes
beautiful, brok     en

Pursuit is meaning
less

So, I got really really drunk last night. Baaaad idea. I threw up outside of the bar, out of the car, and I woke up on Kevin's bathroom floor.

Not unlike some other nights I've had before. Except....when I woke up, Kevin (who wasn't drunk) had laid down and fallen asleep with me. On the bathroom floor. In a weird way, I found that so romantic.

And ( Read more... )

I'm never going to forget this night ( Read more... )

This sucks, but I'm going to have to summarize everything ( Read more... )

Here's a news story about our trip, if you're bored: http://newsinfo.iu.edu/news/page/normal/7629.html It tells what the trip is about, what we'll be seeing, and gives an idea where to find our daily blogs (I guess we'll be blogging during this?). We leave 1 p.m. ( Read more... )

You know, despite my previous entry, V-day wasn't so bad :) It helps to spend it with quality people in your own situation. And, it's nice to have people point out your good points so that you remember that you ARE worthy. It's a matter of finding someone worth of ME. I have to remind myself ( Read more... )

OK ( Read more... )

What's the balance between letting things happen and making things happen ( Read more... )

I have a vibrator, therefore, I have no need for men.