so i just cleaned my room and i'm sitting here with a candle lit, my cheesy jazz music blaring and i should feel content. however, my "friend" mandy has been driving me insane...bitch cant decide what the hell she really wants...then comes crying about it to me and i could really care less...she told me that i didnt matter not two weeks ago and ( Read more... )

So the past few days have gone from BAD to ok. Thank you Charlie, Rachel and Heidi for saying the things you did. I really apreciate it. I've never really gotten to that point where I don't feel like I'm not good at anything...I know I've got what it takes...its just my "best friend" droped a bomb on my head at what was quite possibly the worst ( Read more... )

run down of my day ( Read more... )

Mtsu can offically kiss my ass...those fuckers dropped my classes after i payed them. Does anyone else see a problem?

So things with my "perfect" boy didn't span out like I'd hoped, but what can you do? I'm so beyond ready for school to start. I've been working really hard at raising money this summer and have hardly raised any. It blows but thats the way the story goes. Slowly but surely I'm comming to terms with how much weight i have packed on over the past ( Read more... )

Ok so this boy that i'm totally in love with and who's babies i will carry someday is called Blake Adams. *SIGH* Heres the shitty part of this love affair...he lives in St. Louis. we are only in the e mailing and phone number exchange phase but in my mind we are married and we live in the country with the perfect golden retriver. just kidding...ok ( Read more... )

i met a boy...and he's great...there was fireworks and sparks and butterflies dear god what am i going to do?

so far the summer has consisted of me waking up at 6 am each and every day slaving away as the all american babysitter only to come home at 7 o'clock and crash. this summer has been so far uneventfull. no one ever calls me to hang out or anything...but to be fair i haven't picked up the phone to hang with anyone either. lately i feel like i have ( Read more... )

i guess i was never meant to have highlights...oh well

i don't know the conversation...but the result is tender!

~Jill's response to Charlie and Anna's livejournals!