waiting for jake to shower because we're going to megans bday dinner. heres the deal: i heart megan and truly cherish the 3 years we were best friends but i am NOT excited about going to olive garden with 14 people i dont know, esp since we're not too close and i doubt shes going to spend much time talking to me (which is fine except that i hate ( Read more... )

i feel like me for the first time in a really long time, and i'm pleased

jsut got back from lax-not nearly as intense as yeasterday but still pretty sore, cooking dinner now (should prob be in the kitchen ( Read more... )

just got back from the first lacrosse practice and im definitely happy about it. although intense, i think it was a good idea for me to go out. all the new girls are really nice and there's one thats in the same position i was last year- being really good in high school, but not knowing how to play lefty or not actually being as good relatively as ( Read more... )

i also want to add that everybody needs to fucking MAN UP! the angry bitches have been angry and as a not angry person myself i still see the ridiculousness. if youre going to break up with someone do it right, if someone beat you to the punch fucking deal. everybody wants to be all cool all the time and its turning into shear doochbagginess. i ( Read more... )

are the people we strive to be the people we really want to be?
are they merely who we once wished to be, but are no longer relevant to who we've become
or are they tangible dreams, ones we can reach if only we try and put in the effort they deserve?

fully enjoying time in my room by myself ( Read more... )

a counterfeit outsider, aware of the minute details ( Read more... )

where did all the normal people go?

"jack johnson is a prophet"

all is right with the world...more later