Yeah so here I am all sick and shit! My nose is congested, I have a sore throat, i have pink eyes...yes EYES! Fuck this sucks. So, I went to the doctor's today to get some stuff checked out. And while I was there the doctor was checking my breathing and she said things didn't sound right. So, she continued to have me breathe in and out. And ( Read more... )

i'm sitting here at my desk and it's weird. cause i think i smell bleach but i don't remember anything with bleach being used in the apartment. and weird thing is i can't smell anything else cause my nose is still stuffed up. i think it might be all in my head. good bye world. good bye...while i fly so high from the scent of bleach ( Read more... )

So the stress level is finally starting to decrease. I cannot stress how many times I've thought thank god it's almost all over. A lot of things are still unsure though. Even our living arrangements for next year has become someone questionable, being that we were given a great offer by Carol's parents. I really want it to work, but at the same ( Read more... )

Well here I am. :::sigh::: I haven't been in the best of moods lately. A lot of that is because I just feel like things are crashing down. All of those little shadows of annoyance that sends me to hysteria is just emerging. Most of this stuff that has been going on I know, but it's just sinking in. I miss my sister. I thought I could always ( Read more... )

It's absolutely beautiful out. It's supposed to rain like nobody's buisness today, and the clouds are rolling in, but despite it, it's beautiful. The weather is warm, the breeze is nice, and I can smell the rain moving in. It's absolutely great. And it's great that the weather is going to be like this for awhile ( Read more... )

So, with time I will be okay, but I'm not. Not yet. I mean, things are okay for the most part, I guess it's just unresolved things. I'm doing a lot better this semester school wise so that's uplifting. I started building my schedule for next semester which does not seem fun at all. It's actually kind of how sad it's gonna be ( Read more... )

So here I am back at Rutgers, earlier than I expected. For the most part it was awesome, but I just had to come back to rutgers last night. just thought it would be for the best ( Read more... )

i need to push my self to start getting in shape. i am really ashamed that i let it get as far as it has. and i really need to push my stuff from now on. also ( Read more... )

Does this darkness have a name ( Read more... )

so yeah, here i am at work. Yeah, haven't really updated from work in awhile. But here I am. So yeah, everything has been crazy with exams lately, but it's been pretty spread out which is good. I've been working on my School of Social Work application. So, weird to think I'm applying to Grad school. Just weirdness man. I got my Groups at ( Read more... )