kali is the destructive consort of shiva. she is a saturnian goddess, a goddess of death and limitations. but her left hand is raised to stop you, to tell you not to be afraid. with her right leg lifted she is dancing on illusion, dancing on mara. with her left leg raised and placed on the inside of her thigh (in another position) she is in command ( Read more... )

i want to hold you
to love you
but i don't know you
or know that if
i can
make a way
through all this
and wind up
free
to look back at you and say
that you helped
make me feel
so very much alive
i would kiss you
because you let me know
that tomorrow is hope
and not woe

when i was about thirteen years old a man lived in the back of our house in a trailer. creepy huh. he would help us with odd jobs around the house and that would pay his rent. i had never been in the trailer but when i was fourteen he died ( Read more... )

as i tried to go to college, bearded and old, i felt cranky. my friend's, a group of hasidic jews, told me that it was the devil ( Read more... )

autumn in minneapolis ( Read more... )

chiron was on a collision course with planet earth. my mother said it was about to strike so we went into the basement. my mother and sister disappeared leaving my father and i to fend for ourselves. the alien ship neared, it was rectangular in shape and like old carved sandstone ( Read more... )

ask lady luck about the hand i've been dealt.

she looked out of the observation screen at the myriad constellations of the universe. she used the holo map to navigate through the asteroid fields of far flung solar systems through the ruins of electric guitar. the engine harmonized with the vastness of this plane, and geometric fields of antimatrer striking antimatter exploded in her frontal ( Read more... )

dru sjodin died almost a thousand days ago. her killer was just sentanced to death today. i was moved by the family speaking, they asked for one thing, that her memory not be forgotten ( Read more... )

it's like new york again ( Read more... )