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[blueturtle1982]

While sitting with my grandfather, I began to think about dying. I'm looking at him wondering what must be going through his head and I just don't know. I started trying to figure out what I might be thinking when I'm dying, if I am able to have that chance, and, again, I drew a blank. Maybe I'd rather not have the chance. I love my grandfather and

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[rooskie23]

You make perfect sense, and thinking that doesn't make you a bad person. I feel the same way about my great grandpa. I hoep your grandpa's pain subsides, and I hope that you will find strength and peace in which ever way God answers the prayers. Give me a call if you need someone to talk to, and I'll keep you, your family and your grandpa in my prayers.

[anonymous]

When we were over at your grandfather's, and your mom was supposed to come back soon, but she didn't, and your grandfather kept asking for her because he needed her help.....well, when he started crying, it broke my heart. Obviously I don't have the personal attachment to him that you do....but much of the same thoughts ran through my head.

His entire life right now consists of sitting on his living room couch, and trying desperately to make himself understood to his nurse or his family when his most basic needs have to be taken care of.

As I said....I understand where you're coming from, believe me.

God shall do what God shall do. It's in his hands.

[lvoverride]

As usual, the above was me.