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102 by july 1st

I'm shaking and I don't know why....

anyway, I have a new girlfriend! :D

I feel happy. It's amazing how beings self destructive can lift spirits

I just want to be happy for a while.

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I miss him. I hurt so much. He doesn't deserve this. He doesn't deserve me crying over him.

I just wish he could see me the way I see him.

I am starting up again. I feel so out of control. I need to lose weight. 4lbs and I'll stop. I'll have to.

I am so stupid.

I can't believe I'm starting this again.

I just feel out of control.

I need to stop this.

I can't...

So matt's coming over tomorrow. I am stupid. Yeah.

Love that kid though.

Why am I so gosh darn stupid?

I don't need him.

Doug is coming over as well. Interesting.

i graduate tomorrow.

I'll write your name on a card
and hold it as I die
so everyone will know
it was you who made my heart stop

So yeah, matt=big ass.

He and his girlfriend broke up.

I am not a back up girl.

Uh... NUH.

I don't think so.

OK.... so I gave up. and I gained three pounds. F that S ( Read more... )