So i think it is interesting how i can write a entry saying how i am fucking sad and shit and everyone thinks, "hey this is a good time to fucking gang up on Cara." well u know what??? fuck u all! I dont give a flying fuck what ANY of u lil asses think about me. I used to care what sam thought, but fuck that. Oh Mr. Webster..u say u know me oh so ( Read more... )

Out of all the mistakes I have ever made, falling in love with u is the one i regret the most.

So screw that previous entry! Im sad but things are going so much worse for someone I love so my emoness seems like nothing. I was sad before but now i am terrified!! JESUS!! Sorry this doesnt make sense to anyone but i needed to get it out!! so ( Read more... )

SO yea i am just updating to say I got my internet back today. I personally think my life is better when i dont get on the internet...or at least when I dont read live journal. Whatever..Im a bitch I know it. But the one person i thought I had in my life that wouldnt hurt me anymore I am still letting. Y the hell do I care what he has to say ( Read more... )

TODAY WAS  A VERY GOOD DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  :c)

I am leaving for the airport in about a hour to go to Boston! Hell yeah baby!! I love tour..something bad always seems to happen to me on tour tho..hummm...freshman year i hurt my ankle...last year i got really sick..and now i am hoping this year my tail bone hurting is all i will have to deal with. And i really hope i didnt just jinx myself...eh ( Read more... )

So today was awesome!!! Kinda boring at times but i was happy like all day!!! (well there was one point where i got rather pissed off by a phone call..but other than that) And now someone is putting me back in my usual shitty mood so i think i will just go. Y do i get on aim when i am in a good mood?? Someone always has to start shit. Eh well ( Read more... )

Lifes

a

BITCH

and

then

you

die!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So last night was supposed to be a great night...we (me morgan gaby mandy cameron and chad) were going to meet up with Ricky and Chris and go to a party cause it was chris's bday. But everything got all fucked up...we ended up hanging out at rover..getting looked right through by the guy i love..and crying my eyes out on the swings...wow isnt that ( Read more... )

I love how mature people are...god its fucking awesome ( Read more... )