Ouch i just cut my leg really bad shaving..it stings...and i got soap in my cut on my finger from the damn orchestra chair (yes i know i am talented)..my life is so just one big drama..arg!! Actually it kinda just amuses me know...i cant dont anything to make the drama stop so i am just gonna let what happens happen...So i went to church with some ( Read more... )

so today was a good day..i got up and went to the orchestra car wash..oh so much fun..NOT!! i mean i love orchestra kids..:0/lol..well yea kids need to realize that my mom doesnt HAVE to be there..she is nice enough to come help out..but neways..yea that was ok..then i came home and took a like 3 hour nap..it was very very nice...then got up and ( Read more... )

so everyone keeps telling me to not be sad and i have really good things in my life...well thank u i know that..and if it was just that simple to be happy i would be..but u know what it doesnt fucking work...and no this is not just because of boys..i know thats what i usually talk bout but its just everything..yes i have good friends and a good ( Read more... )

ok so tonight really fucking sucks...people need to learn what their business is and whats not...i fucking hate everything..i swear the next guy i like i am not telling anyone but him..im so sick of all this shit..arg..i really want there to just be a switch i can flick and it will make me stop liking Justin..i get that he doesnt like me anymore ( Read more... )

okay well tonight was homecoming..it mostly sucked..but after the dance was pretty good..my mom flipped off justin..he didnt come to the door (which i kinda why she flipped him off) then i was mean and called him a douche (im sorry) well yea and i dont really wanna talk about the dance so yea..everyone looked really cute...well after we went to ( Read more... )

i really have no clue what to write about...im just trying to kill time til i go to bed...so....i am going to homecoming with justin..as friends..thats it...im happy about that..so steves wore girl pants today..funny steves..lol..u looked so cute..hehehe...teehee..those boys and their girls pants...but yea they are comfy so i understand..i guess.. ( Read more... )

I realized i didnt talk about morgan in my last entrie either so this is for her..lol..wow we are nerds!! Well i wish we had hung out more yesterday..next concert..me and u...attached at the hip...lol...well thanks for talking to me when i was really sad yesterday...you are my confused girl..lol...woohoo go us and our boy problems..lol...so my legs ( Read more... )

so yea yesterday as fun..it was hot as hell during the day..half of my leg on both legs got burnt..lucky me so when i was trying to sleep i could lay on either side..neways..yea i had fun...i dont know if everyone else did but eh well..i hung out with kitty and mandy most of the day...justin got a headache and just kinda laid in "the tunnel" for a ( Read more... )

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i just decided to write really fast before i go to school. I texted justin last night to see if he even liked me anymore and he said he doesn but there is nothing there for us so we should just leave it at that. God damn! I can't just leave it at that. Then he said he still wants to be friends. But i dont really see how that will work. I want ( Read more... )