today absolutely sucked! ok it was good until my mum got home. i mean bloody hell, she has to take so much out on me. if its not perfectly done i get blamed, if there is a crum or a noodle in the sink, i get blamed. gosh damn it i just want to get away from her. and she thinks why i dont tell her anything, its because she wont stay out of my damn ( Read more... )

ok woke up 9:30 got to school around 9:50 and just hung in the art room. then went to my locker, purposefully avoided dobbs. turned my book in, got a 102 on my ceramics final, 93 on my oceanography, and i dunno about my BPE.....found out my schedule.....got parking decal....and the tiles i made finally came out of the kiln today. THEY LOOK FREAKING ( Read more... )

only a few more days til this semester is over. then its swim practice and winter retreat galore. YAHOO!!!. i cant wait for this weekend swim meets, and sleeping in. im not working that much this break but thats ok ( Read more... )

hey to all. i just got home like two hours ago. and the funny thing is that i dont really feel at home here, i mean i know i live here but i felt more at home on the beach more than anything. the trip was great, saturday it was like 74 and sunny, gorgeous weather and while everyone here was most likely as school where it was cold i was out on the ( Read more... )

wow, it has been a long time since i have updated this thing. sorry about that ( Read more... )

...My scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel ( Read more... )

wow ok havent written in awhile. but oh well its not like you care....ug im so tired. and smelling like chlorine is not fun ( Read more... )

lets see, i havent written in a week so im going to try and update as much as i can. i worked last thursday and saturday. it was ok. ryan was sort of being a butt for better terms. and saturday i gave him a ride to work and he wasnt even grateful, or if he was then he didnt so it. whatever i could care less anymore. but the problem is that i want ( Read more... )

im so confused now....why is it that you feel like you can trust the people you least now, you want to be around them as long as you can, but when they have something else to do you get all sad....yeah this descibes me right now, one of my friends had a date tonight, which is most of my friends, but i dont know it made me think of what was wrong ( Read more... )

Beyond the boundaries, lie something beyond your grasp

this weekend went by so fast. im suprised at it actually. today is sunday isnt it, yeah, meaning school tomorrow. joy, fun, and more joy. well it shouldnt be that bad, just get to ceramics and ill be fine.

my hands are killing me, they cramp up once in awhile, and today i had to use two, ( Read more... )