The last two days were awesome hanging out w/ my new best buddies Tommy boy and Nixter. They and Ang's friend from here cruise and they came over last night and we hung out in my room for a while...in the closet...and in the pool and stuff. They are sooo freakin cool its amazing and funny and stuff. Then ang and jen spent the night and we hung out ( Read more... )

This weekend was AWESOME, friday night jen, kait, ang, margo, ryan, rob, jay, lauren c, garett, and tj all came over to chill since my mom was outta town. Erica, lauren, tj, and garett all left pretty early but everyone else stayed all night. we had sooo much fun doin crazy stuff that i cant even talk about but man it was great. I only wish my mom ( Read more... )

I really havent been in the journal updating mood lately. My mom left to go outta town yesterday and so far ive done nothing exciting or rebellious. My sister had a keger last night and shes out back smokin right now. Gay gay gay theres nothing to do, everyone has summer school...uggh. I went out to eat w/ my dad tonite, it was boring. things w/ me ( Read more... )

Sew this up with threads of reason and regret ( Read more... )

f'ing journal sucks my ass for deleting everything i wrote

So its official, me and garett are now "dating". so we arnt going out just ya know trying to work things out :-) so far we have been doing really well, i mean the past few days since he has been home from his cruise have just been so perfect being able to talk to him and have conversations with out screaming, fighting, and crying. I spent the ( Read more... )

Garett came home from his cruise today and picked me up on his way home. ahh when i saw him i just ran up to him and like jumped on him i was soo happy to see him. aww and he got me this statue turtle and its holding this thing that says " I miss you" on it. omg it was soo sweet. He definatly knows how to win me over. and he also got me this ( Read more... )

Last night i spent the night at chelseas house. Tj came over and we watched Van Wilder which was pretty funny + pretty sick lol. Tj fell asleep in chelseas swing thing she has in her room and we took picture of him! awww it was soo cute. we talked to matt pretty late and omg he is sooo sweet to her, like i never realized just how much of a good guy ( Read more... )

Wow im an idiot... all guys are the same, no matter how sweet they seem to be...its all the same. no one is who they seem to be.

I am so confused right now, there are a million feelings and thoughts running through me right now and i cant straighten everything out. I feel really stupid and lonely right now. I finaly meet a guy who is laid back and makes me happy and he lives in tampa. Then ive been thinking about him so much that i feel guilty and that garett is going to be ( Read more... )