.but.you.without.me.isnt.right.

[blueyedbaby413]

Have you ever missed something you knew you really shouldn't miss?  I don't understand.  I know it is useless to miss him and I know it'll get me no where and I know he's someone who I shouldn't want to be with but I still miss him... more than anything.

Another thing, tonight I realized, I'm a rather jealous person.  I always thought of myself as

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oooo boy

[brwneyedangel46]

lol ur right, we are such girls but thats ok. i think god wanted us to be that way. and as for being jealous, everyones a jealous person..its natural..i got upset that jeremee was seeing claire..and how long were we over? and i mean...i dunno its easy to get jealous especially if u had strong feelings for the person at one point in time.theres that kind of jealous. and then u got the current boytoy or crush jealous. like ya i may trust jon and everything. but i still get jealous that he talks to girls..even if they are ugly smeathers or stalkers or something. its just another feeling like, love and hatred, and sadness and happiness...thats all. so dont worry. we all go thru it ya kno. and ur time will come with boys..but for now...dont worry bout the gay one..remember...he has a crush on my bf. yes yes he does. lol i love you girl..dont u forget it. MUAH

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[blueyedbaby413]

lol. yea, i dunno about those ugly smeathers. i guess it is just a feeling (jealousy) but i dunno, kinda sux. oh well, time goes on and we all move on. and im trying.. really hard.. to forget about him, it just doesnt seem to be working. dunno why im still thinking about him considering the shit he put me through, why i happen to fall for these assholes lately i just dunno? oh well!

love you girlie